Negative attitude ?

You are carrying a negative attitude. A remark of shocking surprise and full of frustration for me. Most embarrassing at the same time. I was feeling to kill the person or hit very badly.

But somebody asked from my inside, "Are you not?"

Amazing question to keep me silent for sometime.

The reply was, yes I am. When just a simple negative line from another person provoked me so high inside, although calm on my face, I am really carrying a negative attitude.

I have started to learn this feeling from different experience and emotional juggling in my inside.

How do I feel when somebody push me in a high rush bus or a road side? What are the things come to my focus at first when I move to a restaurant, for some window shopping? A good work or a mistake? What do I see first when somebody ask me for my professional opinion on his work or work of some other person ? If somebody gets enter in queue wrongly, How do I react? Do I able to make myself comfortable in a training of a person, to whom I do not take an authority or felt incompetent? How do I react on proved wrong? How do I take conflict of interest?

At the red light on a late day to office. Waiting on a bank cashier window. When somebody uses me for the good faith. When I feel, being used and so on...

Many feelings many events. And all are not free from negative emotions.

I learn from that day to change each of my experience into a good one. Giving good memory account to the mind. The use of all the time going wasted.

I learn to win from inside and outside, I learn winning together.